#just. the thought of the bugs on me 😭😭
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these last couple weeks I've been noticing carpet beetles in my room and it's stressing me out so much 😭😭
#woes of emily#ask to tag#idk where they're coming from i hate this house so much#I'm not convinced they're coming from my room because i looked everywhere 😭😭#and my mum has been sorting through clothes aka piling them up outside my room#clothes that haven't been disturbed for YEARS#but. my room doesn't really seal? like. it does but there's a bigish gap at the bottom#just. the thought of the bugs on me 😭😭#or eating my clothes or plushies or blanket or yarn 😬😭#like i already don't have that many items because you just can't. when you live with a hoarder#and now the items i do have might also be being eaten. because of said hoarder it's#it's stressful. I'm thinking about it constantly it's making me feel like i can't do anything else#because all my time is taken with stressing about it#and no one else is doing a damn thing#they won't care until any of their shit is destroyed and even then i feel like it will be like. oh well.#there's nothing we could have done. except there is!!!!!#sorry. this is just like. the only thing on my mind recently it's making me so scared like I'm going to explode
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For @heresronnie21's DTIYS ‼️ it's so good and fun to see this many Lesters around
#thank you for hosting this ronnie 😭🫶#btw it's so funny to me how unfazed he was by the possibility of bugs being in his bug juice#poor guy was just disappointed because no one told him what kind LMAO#trials of apollo#toa#apollo#lester papadopoulos#scribbles#lonely thoughts
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My Hogwarts Legacy MC ✨Serena Kosmos ✨
#i've been trying to create this for MONTHS#i've just realized this is the first ever character sheet i've ever drawn and it was so much fun to do#fun fact: Serena's hair brooch is based on my first ever tattoo that i designed to commemorate my first year teaching public school#Luna the cat is based on a very real stray cat that lives near me. She likes to visit my yard and garden and soak up the sun and chase bugs#she even has the little white star on her forehead 😭 its too precious#Serena absolutely HATES the merlin trials#puzzles frustrate her#the only math she accepts is music math#i always thought it would be funny to have a MC who wasn't really interested in magic#serena really doesn't like that she has ancient magic powers. she wishes she could go back to a simpler time when all she did was practice#she usually gets along with everyone#but a certain Slytherin boy knows how to poke her buttons#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#my art#serena kosmos#hphl oc#hphl mc#hufflepuff#hufflepuff mc#hufflepuff oc
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I’ve seen so much shitty ship content in the marble hornets fandom since I’ve joined that I’m starting to get sick of shipping as a whole, ngl. I’m staring hard at the main contenders here, Jaylex, Brim, and Jam. Brilex is another ship I see frequently fucked up a lot too, but yea whatever. I’m not condemning people who get it wrong because I’m not the goddamn messiah of characterization either but there’s gotta be a line to be drawn, right? like with all the absurd vaguely uncensored abused x abuser content associated with jaylex, the uncomfortable brim content where every instance of hoody fucking up Tim's life on **PURPOSE** is ignored for the sake of a cuddle or for the sake of sexualization, THE HEAVY OVER-SEXUALIZATION OF BRILEX, and the fully fleshed out personalities of Tim and Jay being washed away and sacrificed for mischaracterized, stereotypical, romantic interactions that really isn’t something the character would ever do but rather something the author wants them to act out. <- honestly the last bit can be applied to all other ships too! And it isn’t my only gripe with Jam specifically but I feel like my specific criticism on it deserves another post that will probably never come haha.
#marble hornets#I would tag all the ships mentioned but I’m not doing allat#This isn’t some attack on those who do this but I’m telling y’all it’s getting really boring out here#It’s the same shit every day and I can’t seem to find a single accurate portrayal of any of their relationships EVEN OUTSIDE OF ROMANCE!#Last time I read any realll good fanfiction or takes about any MH ship the posts were all from 2015 😭#Has the pandemic rotted everyone’s media literacy or is this some coping mechanism? To turn these characters into lifeless puppets#Devoid of their personalities just so we can make them do dress up and act out our fantasies rather than actually tell a story 😭?#OKAY FOR CLARIFICATION You don’t NEED to tell a story with fanart NO DIP and honestly shitpost exists for this very reason BUT to willingly#Ignore the amazing writing of the characters of marble hornets is a DISSERVICE to the story#That being said it doesn’t affect me too much personally it’s just bugging me so if you really are that bugged by this bigass complaint jus#Ignore it and do whatever you want to#I’m just putting my thoughts into the world here because it’s so repetitive I’ve started to have half the brain to block ship tags lately
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”no romance” okay that’s fine but then why are you tagging it as a ship 😐
#this is abt one very specific thing I saw on ao3 that’s been bugging me on and off for months 😭#like it’s prob just cuz they wanted it to actually be seen but like. girl u can’t be tagging the ship if ur writing it platonically that’s#what the & tags are for. anyway#elli’s random thoughts
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WOOO!! Rough Henry design LMAO bonus mini comic thing, BC why not
Y'all try on your mates glasses too, right?
-- Notes under the cut --
- He never shaves his moustache LMAO he does his beard, tho.
- Along with William, he needs glasses to see, but his eyesight is dramatically worse then Wills LOL
- The design is like-- sorta a combo of Henry's Novel and Character files design BSBSVSVSV
- This is his work attire, he wears suitable clothes for engineering ofc
- His wife left 🫡 as to why is unknown. They never fought to the extent of her leaving, but she left Henry behind one day, and Charlie. Charlie constantly thinks about it, but all she and Henry know, is Henry's wife left on good terms.
- Henry was the one to sing "my grandfather's clock" to Charlie as she grew up. Charlie was so fixated over the song, she would hum or sing it whenever they passed a Grandfather clock at the shops. Eventually, Henry created a smaller then average grandfather clock as a gift. This is why it calms the puppet.
- Henry has a habit of getting stressed and frustrated if work isn't going the way he wants. He doesn't lash violently out but he does request quiet and loneliness if he gets too heated. He has a personal punching bag in his shed.
- He originally created Carnie which later was repurposed into Lefty.
- After Charlie's death, he fell into severe depression. He drank heavily and it wasn't until he was confronted by Michael again, that he started seeing a therapist. He is still on edge alot and suffers from his mental health.
-- Relationships --
William:
- His relationship with William is very close lol romantically involved? No clue. Maybe they are, maybe they aren't, I seriously haven't decided, just like I haven't decided with Mike and Jeremy lmao
- Henry is William's crutch. He feels jealousy toward him, but ultimately relies on him most of the time after his own wife left (on bad terms). Henry doesn't mind, though.
- William is considered family to Henry.
- He is also the one to discover Williams corpse inside springbonnie and decided to board up every single safe room. Yikesssssss
- Strangely, Springtrap doesn't act violent toward Henry. He stares just- silently. Watching.
Charlie:
- Loves his daughter more than anything in the world.
- He passionately encourages Charlie's path in wood work after discovering her love for wooden crafts like the aforementioned Grandfather clock and various types of Puppets. Sometimes, if supervised, Henry hands her a block of wood and tools and lets her craft away. She finds peace in wood calving and Henry's utterly joyful.
- He struggles to recognise the Puppet as his own daughter, and unknowingly put her through so much pain when being caught by Lefty. It was only after the capture did he find out that of course the puppet is possessed by his daughter 😭 he just thought it was possessed by a very vengeful ghost. He didn't know that ghost possesed Golden Freddy, and that's why he's not in FNAF Pizzaria Simulator :')
Michael:
- He's on edge around Mike. He reminds him too much of Will.
- After Crying Child and Elizabeth died, aswell as Charlie's murder and William disappearing (he got spring locked rip), Michael lived with Henry shortly before disappearing himself. (He went to the SL bunker.)
- Henry looks after post-scooped Michael.
- Henry doesn't anticipate Mike to be the one to work at the Pizzaria Sim location-- but he knows this is where he wants to be.
#i swear I've seen a design like this before and its bugging me#bc i dont wanna accidentally copy someone else WAA#nonetheless I'm VERY happy with the design!!! colours aren't super correct bc im very limited rn.#ill do a proper ref when i get a new laptop.#henry emily#william afton#fnaf#fnaf au#my fnaf au art#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's au#my art#also reading through the notes again#uhhhh sorry if anyone else did this concept already#i just thought of em on the spot 😭#similarities are completely coincidental
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It's my birthday! Which means all my friends have been trying their hardest to be funnier than me. This might take the cake.
#WARIO AND MY FUCKING FURSONNNAAAAAA I NEVER THOUGHT ID SEE THE DAY 😭😭😭 THEY JUST FLASHED BANGED ME W THIS AS I WAS GETTING SOME COFFEE...#BUG U ARENT AN RPER BUT I HOPE U FEEL MY VIBES OF GRATEFULNESS LMAOOOOO#Good day :) yummy food :)
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the fact that they both managed to kill the other at some point … real to me ❤️
#they’re clown4clown… romance ❤️#shri’iia blowing up the monastery is canon to me sorry but you’re letting the girl with 8 int and 10 wis make decisions????#but I actually have some thoughts about that esp with what lae’zel says if you’re not remorseful#it’s such an interesting conflict bc it highlights the key difference in their characters#bc at first they are quite similar .. but I don’t think lae’zel shares the same cruel mean streak that shri’iia has …#anyway… that’s thoughts for another time ❤️#but the funniest thing abt that quest tho is that I kept getting dialogue bugs (bc I had the no limit party mod) so I just reloaded#and left everyone behind. shri’iia was the only one in the safe spot lmfaooo#it was 1k to revive everyone tho but it was so funny that I’ll do it again 😭#shut up about bg3.
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Ok stupid question but I had to ask BC I love the way you answer things haha 💓💓 (Sorry if that was worded weirdly)
So Jonesy (I think that's the dog's name in House of Wax) from all the Sinclair brothers who do you Jonesy likes the most and who do you think likes Jonesy the best?
it's not weird at all!! now that my HOW brainworms are back, any excuse to ramble incoherently about this dumbass movie and the characters is like. PURE gold. lmao 💀
okay, so imo, vinny is definitely the favorite. the first place where we see jonesy in the movie is in the wax museum and that is def not a coincidence!! they were hanging out!! jonesy just got bored of watching her dad labor over the fine details of the wax titty & wandered upstairs.
they're best friends!! I just know it!! that shot where vincent's turning wade to wax? and jonesy jumps up on the bed? the CUTEST. rip wade 🙏 but?? I adore that sm.
and he takes the puppy w/him when he goes to murder blake & paige. unhinged dog dad behavior if I've ever seen it. I can 100% see them both quietly coexisting in the same space together for hours on end—vincent sculpting and sketching, jonesy napping next to him. padding upstairs in the middle of the night to have a midnight snack. UGH
I v much also subscribe to the line of thinking that lester doesn't live in corpsetown & has a lil shack of his own in the woods. but he absolutely hustles up to the house routinely to bring jonesy weird roadkill snacks and play w/her in the backyard. if anyone in the family is committed to getting her energy out, it's v much him. they're just outside for hours n hours tossing a mangled deer leg around and kicking up dirt. I feel.
as for bo. well. he v much strikes me as the kind of guy who pretends to be fairly ambivalent about the fact they have a dog running around. if jonesy ever stirs up trouble or chews thru smthn, he's the first one to be like, "UH??? it's your fuckin' dog?? I ain't never ask for this??"
v much onery dad energy. he catches vincent giving jonesy some food off his plate and immediately starts talking about how he's spoiling the damn dog and THIS is why she knocked over the garbage can & got coffee grounds and eggshells all over the kitchen floor.
never mind that he's always giving her scraps of whatever random concoction he's eating. she's chowing down on eggo waffles and beef jerky and hostess snacks whenever he's around. but no, it's vincent who spoils her. sure, jan.
he wants a huntin and fishin dog, but he's not much of a hunter or a fisher. so he gets a couch potato that sits next to him while he drinks beer and rewatches old spaghetti westerns. and he totally doesn't care about it or like her. totally.
#I'd love to find out the true origin of the name jonesy tbh. it's fanon. and I know it's a ref to alien.#but like? whomst started using it first? bc everyone has adopted it @ this point#obsessed how this one headcanon took over the whole community omg#that's def a claim to fame lmao#it's cute!! love that our girl has birthed so many cute fan theories#even tho I think? the puppy in the film is also a boy? don't quote me on that but. I THINK#and even tho I'm v in love w/these boys having a female dog. the idea of the pup bein a boy and this whole dumb town just bein Boy Central?#kinda love that idea lmao#@ this point calling the dog anything else in a fic would feel like cognitive dissonance from the fanon. bc it's so v widespread#EDIT: I literally just googled it and found the source! @slash-em-up#and it's not an alien ref actually. she's named after jocelyn jones from tourist trap. v interesting#sinclair brainrot hours#asks#anonymous#long post#when I first got into this fandom I thought about mixing it up in a fic & naming the puppy smthn else.#I almost never mention her in fics bc it bugged me that we didn't have a canon name lmao 😭 bc my brain is wired strangely ig fhsjsgshsgsg#but I love knowing the fanon lore. v nice v cool v tasty
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how do ppl even survive…
#i am having such a struggle moment……#i feel pathetic cause i literally only work part time but this is so hard#i srsly need to get a diagnosis for whatever my fatigue issue is…#i thought this was normal for the longest time but i’ve had three different ppl completely out of the blue be like ‘do u have cfs?’#like shit man. idk.#whatever the fatigue issue is it’s just killing me.. i’m having such a difficult time 😭😭#jitter bugs u
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I can't believe I walked into my first (ish) day of work at a new part time job today and basically said "why are you all so white" 💀💀💀
#i'm working in a forensic hospital#and the first thing they did was bring me to rounds#which was a meeting with like all of the psychiatrists and nurses and stuff#and literally everyone there was white (or perhaps white passing- i dont know everyone's ethnicity)#and afterwards my boss asked me if i had any questions or thoughts#and the first thing i said was that everyone in that meeting was white#WHY DID I DO THAT???#I mean. I was trying to call attention to the fact that maybe they should be employing more diversely#especially given the fact that they're treating a highly racialized population#(black and indigenous peoples are incarcerated at higher rates in canada)#But. it really wasn't my place to say really.#i'm just there as a research assistant to help them build their database#my opinions on the people they hire really have NO weight#though. it was bugging me in particular that one of the nurses was talking about a patient being agitated#and calling another person names#and the nurse was like 'and he called him everything other than a white man!'#and i'm just there like 'okay why does that matter? 😭'#i didnt bring that up though. not good to complain about your new fucking coworkers#i also dont think i explained my reasoning for mentioning that we had a really white group very well#i started fumbling when i acknowledged that there could have just been white passing people there#and then he asked me to explain what that term meant 💀💀💀
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I've been watching Columbo (it's fun!!) and experiencing cognitive dissonance because on one hand Peter Falk is totally my type (gruffy brown hair, sweet eyes, cute smile, kinda looks just like some guy) but on the other hand Columbo's talking mannerisms are literally my father's 💀
#I'm not talking the voice and accent what i mean is: getting very close/leaning a lot when speaking. getting lost in thought at random.#jumping from one topic to another then forgetting then remembering picking up the thread of the conversation at any point. having that one#thing that bugs him and he slowly processess the why but it's a bit obsessive#well guys that's quite literally my dad there. endearing to see in the series but can be frustrating when dealing with in real life lol#so you see my dilemma. fr*ud is mocking me from the fucking grave 😭 like nooo you don't understand i just think peter falk was hot the rest#is coincidental 😭😭#blabla#delete later
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i said i wanted to post about my tav more, so i will! his name is elenion silverdew, he's a high half-elf and a college of lore bard, and these are the 3 hairstyles he has during each act of the game 💙
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#i did this with their hair partly for cheesy symbolism reasons#and partly just because i thought it would be fun to keep changing it up#i wish the first style didn't cover the tips of their ears the way it does 😭#please it irrationally bugs me so much i always just want to tuck it back for them... oh well#oc: elenion silverdew
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Uh oh. In purgatory again. Anyone else occasionally get a glitch where their dash looks like
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Welp, here it is, let's hope i have enough motivation to do the rest of the month ;-;"'
Since I forgot to do day 1 yesterday, I drew both day 1 & 2 on the same page (Can you tell I gave up on day 2 lol ? Original sketch when i first read the prompts under the cut since I like it better)
#submas#sbmstember#submas september#blankshippers dni#Leene's art tag#how come is the combee the best one 😭😭 ??#hair and arms/anatomy are hard 😔😔#I'll just hide their heads under their hats lmao#it doesn't help that i make the faces too small & not the same size lol#well i guess this just shows me what i have to focus on 🤷♀️#aah well at least I'm kinda proud of how I drew the bug pokemons 🥰#i initially thought i wouldn't draw them that well tbh#but they turnet out pretty good i'd say 🥰#*turned damnit mobile#why are they high-fiving in the first one you're asking ?#🤷♀️ up to interpretation; even i don't know lol
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You don’t need to have actually done any of these things it’s just whichever one you vibe with the most. I’m bored and hyperspecific polls are boring but look fun so I made this.
#polls#first one: idk why I thought minecraft rules applied to real life 😭#second one: zombie bug was iconic okay. it became scary when I noticed he was gone.#third one: kind of just stupid on my stepfathers part but yeah I got grounded from thinking#fourth one: it wasn’t like rotten or anything I just didn’t like the flavor of that specific Mac n cheese#fifth one: surprisingly they could jump OVER us!#sixth one: you know like kicking each other under desks and stuff. yeah. we were smiling but never spoke. don’t think I knew his name.#seventh one: I KNEW THEY WERE CALLED SILVERFISH BUT. COME ON. MINECRAFT SILVERFISH DONT LOOK LIKE IRL ONES 😭#eighth one: maybe more wholesome than silly but. yeah. they were always so surprised.#ninth one: …they had to force me to take freshman math in my senior year and I didn’t pass that either.#tenth one: LISTEN. IT WASNT MY FAULT AND I FELT SUPER BAD. but I did buy some gogos with the money I accidentally stole from ppl#I FEEL REALLY BAD THOUGH LOLLLL
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